Now what to do?

SONATA + OKH don't have my 3D suprima pointe shoe size and I am freaking out D; what to do? Get the 31/2 D?! My Lee will be furious & my current one is dirttyyyyyy EEK. Please let there be a solution or a miracle. This is all my life, ballet. This is INTERFOUND, MAJOR BALLET EXAM!

Why is my life like this? At first, I'm happy, then some problem will occur );

Now I'm also re-considering my career aspiration. If I don't understand chem and bio, what's the point? At least an 80 is needed to becoma a biomedical scientist.

Lastly, I know I'll never become a gymnast nor a prima ballerina.